Friday, March 22, 2024 at 5:02 PM
I'm wondering where my point of view in this world is coming from and where it will go in the future. Since I believe that being born and dying are not limits, this means that my point of view was there before I was born and will be there after I die. But then, how come I have only memories from after I was born ? Maybe my memory is just another way to see the world, like seeing, hearing and feeling. It would start at birth and in the following years stay available to me and allowing me to recall the past. Another thing that bothers me, is that I cannot know if others are feeling the same thing as me on this point of view thing. Maybe I am the only one to have one and the world is just a big show made for me. I am also wondering what is the link between my point of view and my body. I believe that the limit between my body and the environment is artificial and was created my man, and that everything is one single giant blob with no inner boundaries. I wonder if my point of view is attached to some atoms in my body (even though I do not believe the world is made of atoms). I might be trying to make sense of something that should not make sense. Maybe someday, I will be looking at the world from a leaf in a tree over my grave.