Saturday, September 27, 2025 at 6:53 PM
It has been years since I have seen anyone outside of my close family. Today, three of my sister's friends are here for dinner. I dislike what they are saying and I hate being exposed to that. I just quickly ate and went to my room. To me, some things are destroyed by being talked about. I like some things to not be put into words. I have forgotten what they said, but it reminded me of how awful the "Inside Out" movie was when I first saw it ten years ago. I do not like modelling or "understanding" emotions. I also feel they may think I am "wrong" to not be "open" about my feelings if they read this post. Is it wrong to just want to stay alone and not talk much about myself in person ? Why would someone I don't know tell me how to live ?